I'm seriously guilty of neglecting my blog. It's been over a year since I posted. Part of that has been because of the grief I felt in losing custody of A. Part has been that shortly after that court battle, Dh and I got pregnant again. Then again. Then again. Then again. And now we're not. Again. I thought I was familiar with grief BEFORE Sept. of 09, but its seems that maybe... I was mistaken.
This past year or so has seen some tremendous changes in my mood, my self identity (dumb phrase.... redundant, but how *I* see myself HAS changed), and the way we do things in our family. I'll catch up all you nosy buggers as I can. But I needed to get on here and write, just to get things started. Needed to jump start that conduit between brain/heart and fingers......
Jump start complete. But I will stop here before fully warming up as I've had a rampant case of verbal diarrhea lately that I don't want you all to see/read/hear, as it's likely to make no sense at all! So... ta ta for now... and tomorrow... some sense (or, as much sense as you're ever likely to get from me anyway)!
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